S.M.I.L.E.

Dear You Know Who, "You brought the sunshine, you are the life line. Since then I have had Christ in my life, there has been such a change in my life."-The Clark Sisters Hi, I know, I haven't written in a long time (4 days to be exact.) I haven't had much to say. What can I talk about? I don't know. I made a demo album. Not for a record company, but for my mother and godmother (or guard mother; whatever). It sounds good, but it had no music (background music). I'm thinking about doing a comedy demo album. (Funny huh! anyway.)I can't really think of much to say. I have been contemplating sending you a birthday gift. (A card, picture, and letter.) I guess maybe I am expecting you to get it and go so crazy that you invite me to see you and adopt something or me like that. S.M.I.L.E. (Of no significance whatsoever!)Sometimes, I hope too much of a person, but I feel such a great joy when I see you and things. I think I am desperate for a friend that I create imaginary friendships (not friends, but friendships.) The people are alive, but they don't know I exist. I just want people to know I exist. Love ya! Mary

Birthday, No Party

Dear You Know Who, "I've often said love could open any door, but I wish we had much more. Spread love..." -Take Six How's life and all that jazz? Today was my birthday and it was no different than any other. Maybe when you get older, things like this no longer matter. I kinda wish I could've had a party and all that stuff, but oh! Well. Love ya! Mary

Why the Bathroom?

Dear You Know Who, “I know I should be there, where you are... Tossin' and turning in my sleep; take being without you, now I'm gonna take my next; I got to get where you are. Ah Ohh." -Whitney Houston Hi, and all that jazz. So, how has life been treating you? What do I want to talk about? A lot of things, but due to certain facts, I can't reveal things...Sometimes, I long to be a comedienne, but my act is not funny to me, that is. Maybe I should try my act on a live audience. Are you Available? What’s new? I got a new swimsuit. It took about five hours because I could not find on that would fit my "backside" properly. I must have tried on 12 bathing suits. Speaking of bathing suits, why are they called that? You don't take baths in them. Ugh! Why do people feel the need to read while they are using the bathroom? People pick the stankiest room in the house to read a book. My brother doesn't always go into the bathroom to take care of business; he just goes in there to read. They should have those magazines that are in the doctor's office in the restrooms; they would get more use that way. What do you think of my act so far? Well, so much for the comedy career. I like the color green. Love ya! Mary

Them Questions

Dear You Know Who, And we go a little something like this... - Tone Loc What's up and how's the life? Ugh, what's been happening? Nothing really. Were moving to another city. It should be fun. Questions... 1). Whatever happened to love when it comes to sex? I mean from what I've seen and heard, it doesn't really matter anymore. 2). Why does the world have so many problems that they can’t solve? 3). Why are the teenage problems of today so much different from those of yesteryear? 4). What's love go to do with it? 5). What does suicide really solve? What does killing another person solve? 6). Why are things the way they are? So Until, Love ya! Mary

Complaining

Dear You Know Who, "Growing up can be a pain..." - New Edition Complaining already, I know, bad ain't it? Let's get it out of the way. I'm sorry I haven't written you before now, sorry things got a little out of hand. (Someone snuck a peek in my diary and well, how goes that story!) Back to the topic at hand. I hate growing up. There are so many decisions to make. Say no to drugs, practice safe sex, don't drink and drive, so forth and so on. What more can be said? When I began to write, I was full of ideas. I have a lot of questions in the back of my mind, but it seems that I can't find anyone to answer them. (Maybe, I can't find anyone to give me the answers I want.) I want to sit down and talk to someone. (I mean really talk, not just listen.) Maybe, you're the only person that I want to talk to. Later, Mary

Hi

Dear You Know Who, "I just called to say I love you and I mean it from the bottom of my heart" - Stevie Wonder Hi! Love ya! Mary P.S. How's your love life? (SMILE!)